1.) It’s Monday, 1:19 am. I can’t sleep and I’m lazy to review for my quiz later. Blah.
2.) I badly want to go museum hopping, I’ve never been to Nat’l museum (yea I know) or MET or in Pinto Art Museum (Ugh it’s just in Antipolo :( )
3.) I went to the grocery earlier and surprisingly, I didn’t buy coffee!!!! Although I struggled at first because I already picked the coffee but then, the word “discipline” just showed up in my face so I left the coffee in its happy place.
4.) I feel that my life is just between house/dorm and school. Nothing beyond and so. It feels great and boring at the same time. But I want to deal with something else, I guess. I want to volunteer somewhere and make a difference (yassss). I WANT SOME THRILL (the sherlock holmes inside me is waking up) but seriously, I want to be involve in something outside school and stuff. :)
5.) I don’t know why some girls with my age are so problematic about relationship, commitment, opposite sex and alike. And then, they get depressed because it mix up with problems in school, friends, family, and in society. I mean, woah, stop a minute, take a breath and think about priorities. Everything works one by one! We’re in the stage(as a student/teenager) where we build up our career and meaning to take a foundation in our future lives and in this society so focus on that! Don’t worry about finding someone who would be your partner for life because it will come your way eventually. Why would just people breathe slowly and think of a positive solution than just making things worst. Ugh.
6.) It’s raining again
7.) I’m watching Ludwig van Beethoven’s documentary (5/18) and it’s alluring.
8.) Why can’t I be so girly :( I hate it when a girl who do girly stuff says she’s not girly and she needs to be more feminine. In my head I’m always thinking “Ok so what am I?”
9.) It stopped raining. Why.